The Plan of Me





It was Paradise
sun and trees
Its so nice
What you’ve given to me

Yet I
Selfishly
Believe I know

It won’t hurt what I don’t see
Yet there’s more to this mystery

So I taste
Oh what a waste 

Interruptin’ your flow 

If I could only be set free
I need your love to release me
I don’t want to be
Cowardly 

If I could only shake the sin
And start over again
I know that I could be
Ready when you come for me 

Silly I hide behind
What can never really hide me
Its like the moon crouching behind
A single star in this galaxy 

And I don’t want to admit it
But you’ve said it all along
Your Will will never be done in me
If I’m doing things all wrong 

Tell me please
Give me the keys
Let loose this juice
Produce through me 

Bang and Scream
I know that’s not your thing
Yet I am this wild child
Trapped in a worldly profile 

And I guess I figure
Being that I want to be used
That in my chaotic condition
Can I put on your shoes

Can I walk the sands and journey lands 
Teach love and be kind
even when I don’t like the man
Victim of circumstance; no

I know I was planned
Not by the father that barely bothered
Or the mother his faithful lover
No planned by Abba, God, Father, Daddy

The creator of me before my mother had me